The Kosisochi

  Some days it's a lot harder to believe that God genuinely loves you. I know it's hard to admit but when your insecurities creep in, it messes with your head, making the daily miracles in your life seem mundane. You then convince yourself that if God had answered your big prayers, these seemingly little ones would have been non-existent. I slept feeling great about myself but I woke up feeling so inadequate. I tried reading scriptures on God’s love for me but I kept seeing God’s love for “us”, “the world”, it was not personalized, I needed something to hold on to. Although I am aware that “us” referred to in the Bible technically means me but I was not having it. My mind was clouded with these thoughts “I just do not care about the world right now; I am not interested in Your love for the world but your love for me! I need You to love me and not the world. Can’t you see I need you?! Focus on me! - I am falling apart”. I have always felt scared admitting in my prayers t...

“His strength is made perfect in our weakness;  2 Corin 12:9” This is one phrase I always felt I understood not until lately, I’ve literally been living it and it opened my eyes to a whole new perspective of its meaning. Going through my daily life, I usually get faced with seemly overwhelming situations where my strength fails me, and most times the stress from these activities or just an event might ruin the whole day. But lately, at any glimpse of an overwhelming situation or decision, I literally run to God and just throw myself at His Feet; acknowledging I need His help and the honest truth is not once haven’t He come through. It just feels like everything just instantly aligns on its own miraculously. I’m grateful that I’m getting accustomed to running to Him first before making any decision or just when I feel so overwhelmed. I feel more connected like my steps are ordered; you know that subtle affirmation that no matter what it looks like outwardly, something spectacular is...

Walking in the pace of grace; this will be a little mash-up from some of the teachings I’ve been privileged to listen to. Just the other day I watched two amazing poets speak with so much grace, I stood there staring at my phone in awe of how a person could be this poised. I started having this lingering inside of me on how being a spoken word artist might be an amazing career for me. There’re so many other people in their respective fields that excel so greatly in it that makes you just look up to them or desire to be more like them. This struck a chord in me; that what matters is doing what God has called you to do, and that’s the only thing you can do eloquently without much strife or struggle. The truth is we all want to do what God has called us to do but the only problem is that most times it seems blurry; we don’t even know what He has called us to do and this is where the title of this post came from ( I’m getting pretty good with this title thing ). God equips us for the pur...

This sermon has transformed and is still transforming my life; I couldn't keep it to myself. Why won't you want to be with a God that's so intentional about you!!! When God anoints a person, it radiates in everything they do... Please listen and be blessed. Kindly Click Here

Today’s the last day of January 2021 and I’m so elated! this month has been awesome!!! I came to the realisation that most times we spend so much time living under the rules and dogma set by religious denominations that we end up neglecting our personal time/walk with God. Have you ever had the time to think of why there are denominational barriers in the church? Since we basically serve the same God and believe in His son Jesus Christ, why do we have denominations that believe they are superior to the other, or are more Christian or spiritual than the other. A quote by Bob Goff; one of my favourite authors reads “Jesus doesn’t turn people into Christians; He turns them into love” The two main commandments of Jesus which every other commandments are embedded in are the love of God and love of neighbour. I am not objecting doctrines of the church or anything but you might not have noticed that we spend more time living up to these dogmas instead of reflecting Jesus through our daily liv...

Hey you! This is basically our first encounter this year. A lot has already happened in the span of two weeks. I perceive an adventurous and exciting year for us all. You know how paranoid and anxious I get but guess what? I have been evolving😹.  You have to come to the realisation that God loves you more than you can ever love yourself. I know this sounds cliché but hold on; you already know that God loves you blah blah…, but have you ever taken the time to critically think it through that He actually loves me more than I can ever possibly love myself. So He basically “carry my matter for head”.  Visualize this; you love yourself and you’re always stressing about what the future holds for you, striving, planning and all those stuffs you do because you want a better life for yourself. And there’s this big guy that literally created/owns the world and can basically do whatever He wants with it, He sees the end from the beginning; meaning that He knows the outcome of every path...

Surrendering is really an easy thing to say but definitely hard to live up to, even though it’s one of the most relieving decisions one can make. We go through life, constantly working tirelessly for a breakthrough or what we presume to be a better life, but when your efforts always seem futile and motivations are really low. You start doubting yourself and competence, insecurities start piling up. Most times you’re tired of studying the word or even praying, and it gets worse when the situation persist. You’ve heard the same words of encouragement severally that you know exactly what each person is about to say without blinking an eyelid.  That’s when opinions and conspiracy theories start rolling in; it gets really hard most times to block the noise or stay sane. You get to even question your spiritual life and your standings with God; crazy stuff yeah . Some days you’re excited, in a high spirit with the firm confidence that God sees you, while other days it’s a battle to stay s...