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Image Bearer

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Thank God for the grace to follow through. It’s been a while since I journaled about my Bible study, and today’s reading, Numbers 3 was such a reminder of how deeply intentional God is. At first glance, the chapter might seem like a list of names and numbers, but looking closer, I saw so much of God’s character revealed. The chapter outlines how specific tasks in the sanctuary were assigned to each clan of the Levites. It also explains how, because every firstborn son in Israel belongs to God (dating back to when He spared them during the final plague in Egypt), He chose to take the Levites in their place to serve Him. The number of Levite males (one month and older) was 22,000, while the firstborn males from the rest of the Israelites were 22,273. Though that difference seems small, God still accounted for it, redeeming the extra 273 through five shekels per person. The same principle was applied to the livestock. Nothing was overlooked. Why is this significant? 1. Delegation: We se...
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A Full Circle

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Remember this post ? Today is my birthday, and as I look back on my journey, I’m realizing just how everything that’s happened to me—and for me—has been part of God’s divine plan. It feels like I’ve come full circle! Right now, I’m living in the middle of answered prayers. Everything I’ve ever hoped for, prayed for, or dreamed about is right here in front of me. You know that verse in Romans 8:28 that says, “All things work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to His purpose”? That’s my life right now! I can hardly put into words how grateful I am. I’ve got tears streaming down my face—not from waiting for that big break—but from being absolutely awestruck by all the blessings God has showered upon me. Honestly, I couldn’t have written a better script. Every pain, every trial, every encounter makes so much sense now. God, you’re truly sovereign! One of the best parts about walking with God is that we can’t really mess it up. Even when we stumble or make...
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Empathy

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 This too shall pass. It’s easier to say this when you’re no longer in a difficult phase, but it’s not always easy to believe it yourself when the light at the end of the tunnel seems distant. Every test and trial is meant to stretch us, and no matter how much stretching you’ve experienced in the past, a new challenge can still feel overwhelming. Life isn’t built to be easy, and everyone faces their own struggles. You may not relate to someone’s challenge, but that doesn’t mean their situation is any easier or less significant. Some might argue that financial problems are the easiest to overcome, while others might contend that health issues are the worst. Yet, others might say that having money solves health problems, and there are those who struggle with identity crises, isolation, social pressure, or a lack of self-actualization. The list of challenges is endless, and no one struggle is inherently better or worse than another. It’s important not to diminish someone’s difficulty ...
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Update

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I remember writing this POST years back when I was devastated about life. I couldn’t see any light at the end of the tunnel and couldn’t fathom how my life trajectory would get better. Looking back, I can totally understand the quote that says we can only understand the plans and intentionality of God in hindsight. All the struggles, the pain, the fear, and silent battles I went through all make sense now - they all add up in retrospect. God is intentional, fam! It feels like a web; everything is interconnected - the providence of God. We might not know exactly how our lives might turn out, but keep trusting in God even when it doesn’t make sense because literally, all good and perfect gifts come from Him, and His timing is perfect. I’ve come to realize that faith looks/feels different at different moments in one's life. Some days it feels calm - that feeling of 'whatever happens, I know I’ll be fine because I have God by my side.' Other days, it might feel like a struggle...
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Radiance

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Happiness is a choice, and life is an adventure. Amid the challenges, it's crucial to break free from the confines of our immediate circumstances and recognize the vastness of life. There's so much more beyond our daily struggles, more experiences, and more people in the world than our immediate community. When life feels tough, it's time to zoom out, realizing this is just a phase. The world doesn't revolve solely around our immediate environment; there are endless possibilities waiting to be explored. Reflecting on the year, it's been beyond imagination, filled with deep gratitude and humility. Doing life with Jesus has proven to be the best journey. The biggest lesson? Self-acceptance, self-awareness, and patience. I started reading books this year, and I wonder why I didn't start earlier - books are amazing! The Bible, in particular, is so practical; daily studying unveils life's lessons written right there. I'm aging like fine wine. No matter how yo...
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Acceptance

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Over the past week, I've experienced a significant strain on both my mental and physical well-being. It's tempting to fall into the habit of blaming myself, as I've done in the past, for things that were beyond my control or for not having knowledge I couldn't possibly possess. I've told myself that I'm responsible for overextending myself to others, failing to establish healthy boundaries, and not recognizing when to strike a balance, instead of relentlessly working as if my life depended on it. I've also blamed myself for not understanding how a functional structure should be, how to approach various situations, and the right timing for these actions. This constant self-criticism led me to a place of self-doubt and a lack of trust in my own decision-making abilities. It felt as though I was seeking validation from close friends and family because I couldn't trust myself to make the right choices. However, today, I found solace in prayer and acknowledge...
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Intentional

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The story of Samson is well-known, but a recent revisit left me feeling as though the Holy Spirit was guiding me toward a deeper understanding. It became evident that God does not waste anything; every seemingly mundane aspect of our lives serves a purpose within His ultimate plan. The Bible reminds us, " For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways and My thoughts than your thoughts " (Isaiah 55:9). Samson's tale begins with his unexpected affection for a Philistine woman, a choice that left his parents perplexed. They couldn't fathom why he would marry from a tribe that oppressed their own, especially when there were plenty of suitable women within their own people. However, in Judges 14:4, we find an intriguing revelation: " His parents did not know that this was from the Lord, who was seeking an occasion to confront the Philistines; for at the time they were ruling over Israel. " This unexpected twist illustrates the...
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