Update
I remember writing this POST years back when I was devastated about life. I couldn’t see any light at the end of the tunnel and couldn’t fathom how my life trajectory would get better. Looking back, I can totally understand the quote that says we can only understand the plans and intentionality of God in hindsight. All the struggles, the pain, the fear, and silent battles I went through all make sense now - they all add up in retrospect. God is intentional, fam! It feels like a web; everything is interconnected - the providence of God. We might not know exactly how our lives might turn out, but keep trusting in God even when it doesn’t make sense because literally, all good and perfect gifts come from Him, and His timing is perfect. I’ve come to realize that faith looks/feels different at different moments in one's life. Some days it feels calm - that feeling of 'whatever happens, I know I’ll be fine because I have God by my side.' Other days, it might feel like a struggle...