The Kosisochi

NUMB Trapped in this prison of grief, In search of a good reason to live, Or to leave without ceasing to breathe. I'm numb, please, do not listen to me. I've fought these very thoughts in my head, But I've lost cause hope never caught what I said. It's my lot, butterflies and moths in my bed All jump to their deaths; dreams pumped full of lead. At war with the currents, broken paddles and a boat, Tears fall in torrents as I battle to stay afloat. I'd drown in my regrets, a clown demands respect? I've found below the ground a crown to wipe this sweat. Though heaven's a mile away, it's been a while I prayed. I try, but can't deny how far my life has strayed. That long walk back to Zion, blisters in my soul, The serpent of my past still slithers in control. I want to feel faith, I want to fill voids. I want to find strength till these walls are destroyed. I want to feel God, I want to find peace. Been stuck with these odds; still hop...

So it’s been awhile, I don’t really have any tangible reason for not posting; I’ve just been procrastinating but thank God for the grace to reach out to my virtual family. As I mentioned in my previous post, I’m really bad with captions, but I believe this is centred round Acceptance and Free-will, with the biblical reference from (Luke 15:11-32) We are free beings; God has given us free will, that’s one thing that differentiates us from animals. From the parable of Jesus in that chapter, He talked about losing on sheep and leaving the 99 to go look for just that one and also a woman who loses one coin from ten, how she’ll leave the remaining 9 to go look for the one. But in the case of the prodigal son, he swayed from the right path (which represents us when we go astray). God gives us basically everything He knows we need, but He allows us to make certain decisions, just like the son of the wealthy man asked for his own share of his wealth, the ma...